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December 8th 2004
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omfg i hate brendan he is such a fucking ass i want him out of my life and for good i was rele fine till he came along god and he made me lyk him and i kno i saw those things but i will always love him and i cut my self because of him and it hurts soo much to watch the one u love be soo mean and hurtful to u ='( and its rele funnie how he thought ben was gonna ask me out but why would he care and i would never cheat on him y would i love him then y would i bring up all my grades just so i could hang out wit him and be wit him i would never ever ever do ne thing to hurt him and even wen i was wit another guy even one that i lyked alls i would be thinking abotu was him and thinking god i have a wonderful bf that i love and cant wait to see to bad i cant be wit him now and if i ever thought about cheating on him i would think about him leaveing me and that was something i couldnt handle cause i love him sooo much and he thinks that i lyk jared! EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW thats soo fuckin gross i hate jared !!!! and now i hate him ever more i have kevin i hate arian !! they r soo freakin mean to me and i cant stand them ne more ! i hope they all get there ass kicked !! god i hate my life y wont i jsut die god well im out cause my wrist is bleeding ! so ya </3 </3
I WISH I WOULD HAVE NEVER MET HIM & WOULD HAVE NEVER FALLIN IN LOVE WIT HIM & MAYBE THEN I WOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN HURT AS BAD AS I DID
im crying as im writeing this </3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday
December 7th 2004
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samantha talkin <33 |
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omfg im sooo happy kurt didnt get locked up today =D hah i love that kiddo and me and him mit go to the movies wit him <33 but im gonna be sad still o well i will have to get over him hehe aww i cant wait till dec 16th heh i love amana <33 i love ya babez well today sucd bobby and dustin spit water on me and justin sprayed some smelly shyt on me eww it was gross !!!! hehe im soooo bored ! i cant wait till me and rosie run away together we r never comeing bac unless we miss amana and cassi to much =D well ya ummmmmm.........................i think i lyk this one kiddo but IM NOT TELLIN NE ONE WHO HE IS!!!! and yes i still lyk hunter ='( hehe this sucx im still single and ben and nicole broke up =( they were sooo cute together
Courtney-!-
PS: I LOVE SC CH RM KB AE TS CS MC <33 U GRLS R LYK MY ANGELS <33
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December 7th 2004
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hah im so freakin bored and im in class hah and i was just in the office wit alyssa and samantha <33 i love her hehe and we were talkin about all this random shyt hah it was sooo great i love them well i saw hunter hah he is hott and i saw cassi I LOVE HER ! i did her new layout for lj its cute lol and i think DOMENIC VALENTI IS SUPER SUPER HOTT!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL he is one of my brothers friends he is sooo kewl to hah <33 love ya
-!-Courtney-!-
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Thursday
December 2nd 2004
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Im Bored I Hurt Bad lol Cant Wait Till 2morrow Hah gonna Have So Much But I Hate It I Have To Go To My Moms House lol It Sucx But My Step Dads There And He Has Money And At Least I Can Go Wit Cody My Fav. Brother To The Beach And Have Funn Skim Boarding Thats Always Funn <33 I Heart Skim Boarding Its So Much Funn And Then Since My Step Dads There Im Gonna Go To The Mall And SHOP!!!! Thats Always Funn And He Will Probley Take Us Out To Eat Thats Always Funn Last Time He Took Us Out To Eat We Had A Beautiful Veiw Of The Beach It Was So Pretty! Lol But Then Again He Will Be Stoned HAHA Its Soo Great Im Sleepy And Cant Wait Till 2 Morrow Or For This Weekend <33 Everything Is Happy In My Life Again {I Mit Go Bac Out Wit Kurt! } Idk Though <33
-!-Courtney-!-
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December 2nd 2004
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i went home early to day from school i hurt soooo freakin bad i had the worst cramps and tommorw is the bush gardens field trip!! woot woot im gonna have soo much funn and i met some rele rele freakin kewl person named ali {kevin w. g/f} she is so freakin awsome lol i love her !! i hurt so bad rite now lol and i want to go out wit hunter so bad but he dont lyk me at all i guess but kaylynn and rosie tried to tell me he did but i dont belive him at all but its all good ne ways read this its soo sad!!!
-died for love-
i sit in the park where i dwell for this boy i love so well he took my heart away from me and now he wants to set me free i see a girl in his lap he says things to her he never said to me i went home to cry on my bed not a word to mother was said father came home late that night he looked at me from left to right he saw me hanging from a rope he took his knife and cut me down on my dress a note was found...... dig my grave dig it deep dig my grave from head to feet and on top place a dove and remember this i died for love!
<33
-!-Courtney-!-
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Wednesday
December 1st 2004
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sooo i guess me and brendan broke up =( i guess it was for the best i mean we never rele saw each other now its back to be single wow and the funn part is that NOBODY lykes me cause im soo freakin ugly !!!!!! at least i think sooo if only i could look lyk ne of my friends there all sooo freakin beautiful lyk lexie nanc amanda samantha cassi sally rosie charlotte nicole kayla gabbi ect. it can go on for a long time lol =( but thats a wish that wont come tru o well this kinda sucx ass!! </3 and the people i do lyk will never ever lyk me lyk hunter! he will never lyk me and that rele sucx but thats just the way it is i guess to bad !! </3 </3
Courtney-!-
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December 1st 2004
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November 30th 2004
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im soo bored hahha dale and jareds bikes got stolen hahah i think its soo funni and they called the cops and told the cops that it was kevin wilson and chris wilson and kyl was part of it hah they r gonna get there fuckin ass kicked by alot of fucking ppl and dale thinks he is gonna beat the shyt out of kyl hah thats funni cause hes not gonna this moring i went up to brien and made fun of the way he walked and he said hah i luv that and hunter is lyk im gonna start walkin lyk that hah wat whores! hah but i love those whores{ONLY AS FRIENDS!!!! MAYBE MORE WIT HUNTER BUT IDK LOL}ne ways ya and then me nicole brittany and michelle could not stop laughing today it was sooo funnie we were talkin about wen were talkin about bac in the day wen we were in lyk 3 grade it was soo great lol <33
I THINK I MITE BREAK UP WIT BRENDAN I DONT WANT TO THOUGH ='( tell me wat to do <33
Courtney-!-
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November 28th 2004
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